Thursday, April 9, 2009

IT'S ALL STILL A MYSTERY TO ME


SO IT SEEMS THAT THERE ARE STILL ALOT OF THINGS THAT HAVE YET TO BE DISCOVERED.  BUT, I AM SO EXCITED FOR CHANGE AND WANT TO EMBRACE NOT KNOWING EVERY DETAIL!  THIS IS HARD FOR ME BECAUSE ANXIETY KEEPS CREEPING INTO MY MIND.  I NEED TO REMEMBER THAT WORRYING GETS NOTHING ACCOMPLISHED.  I KNOW WHERE I'M HEADING AND NOW I JUST NEED TO LET IT ALL FALL INTO PLACE!  SANTA BARBARA IS GOING TO BE A WHOLE NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE AND IT'S GOING TO BE AMAZING!!! IF I CAN JUST LEARN TO SURRENDER CONTROL...ALL IS WELL!  ALL OF THIS MYSTERY IS CHANGING ME.